my story begins

2010-05-16T14:22:00.001+08:00

This is my new url.
http://herjadedlife.blogspot.com

But this blog will never be gone.

2010-05-16T13:11:00.002+08:00

JolynL says the best for you has not yet reach.

Cousin bring Chervel here again.
haha.
i don't dare to carry her anymore.
because, i scare i will drop her anytime.
she is a 'violent'.
then cousin suddenly ask me about all my fb status.
and i went speechless.
don't know what to say.
they thought i knock my head in a fight.
wah lao~
and me, bo bian.
have to say it's about a exFRIEND and not bf.
later they think too much.

are you satisfied with it now?
_!_

Tomorrow it's the day :)

before end this post.
HAPPY ONE YEAR SISTER-SHIP!

2010-05-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

JolynL says these could be the end of our memories.

no more i hope.

morning wake up quite early.
bath and went down eat with parents.
i went off first, which is they asked me to.
meet them at KFC.
went off soon.
left Meiyu and Meisean there.
went TM with Angie Angel Jiamin Rachel.
toilet.
then went cotton on.
find Angie and Angel at Artbox.
then went Urban Write.
Meiyu came.
bought things.
Angie Angel Meiyu went off.
Me Jiamin Rachel went frolicks.
HEHE.
Jiamin should be happy that she does not need go 313.
went TM popular.
then Rachel went off.
me and Jiamin walk around and went off.
send my daughter go home~
nice?
cause of some thing. HAHA.
talked about the thing.

for that one hour, i been thinking and thinking.
emo-ing and emo-ing.

don't know why so many people agree about it.
SIGHS.
it's a wrong start after all.

2010-05-14T19:13:00.002+08:00

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his tempe r at all.

He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.

The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Remember that friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.'

^ this is from leng's blog (:

2010-05-14T15:20:00.001+08:00

你不会
第一次拥吻以前我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱的差别
你送的杯子里面还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑的道歉
我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会
把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解别人的偏见
我生气时总几天我倔强口不择言
是你请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会
把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会你不会你不会
留残酷让我面对
我不相信一起的回忆都损毁
你不会你不会你不会
舍得我留一滴想乞讨的泪

傻瓜
其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

原谅我没有说
停住了从前停不住时间
离别后秋天赶走夏天
看着雨点冷冷的坠落路面
给跌碎的心愿
上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱已比分开遥远
那面玻璃悄悄湿的脸
原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥抱过却没有把握
雨停了街景透明的蓝天
像从来没有那么愉悦
终于相爱已比分开遥远
终于再见变成了谎言
原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥抱过却没有把握
用倔强来包裹脆弱
用自由来等同不寂寞
我们或太晓得你说的不难过
是强行放手强行挣脱
原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥抱过以为没什么
上次约会的餐厅已歇业
被一起在真空的世界
终于相爱已比分开遥远
那面玻璃悄悄湿的脸

2010-05-14T14:19:00.000+08:00

JolynL says she HATE the two boyfriends de IDIOT (:

don't ever mess with me.
you know my character well.
since you dare say it to me, you should know what i do when i saw.
JUST TOO BAD FOR YOU LA.

i won't do what you say.
because i WON'T be your dog.
want me listen? NO WAY.

Morning, Constance and her sister are seriously FUNNY.
they are talking about the money thing.
HAHA.
chiong doing BZBD.
went up class with Jiamin.
talk talk.
SUAY LIKE F!
MsNg came in.
do finish BZBD.
was helping Lionel's with Jiamin.
i wonder how Jiamin survive with correcting his.
HAH.
MrLim came in.
play talk.
Recess.
was with Regina and Jiamin.
then Jiamin went in pei her Lionel.
was talking with Regina outside class.
seriously i realised everyone say de things are funny.
REALLY.
what a bad taste you've got.
MsTeh came in.
doing i don't know what.
hand cramp!
wth~
walking in rain after school.
some things that you never win me.
HENG my mum didn't realise i walked in rain.

realised that my brother and i always opposite.
he smart i stupid.
he will bring umbrella i wont.
he won't R i will.
HAHA!

maybe you don't know me well.
too bad for you.
now you should know.
-
我再也不稀罕了

2010-05-13T16:24:00.001+08:00

JolynL says WOOF WOOF WOOF (:

I DIDN'T EVER KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO KNOW.
IF YOU F-ING WANT TO KNOW,
YOU JUST ASK ME, I WOULD HAPPILY GIVE IT TO YOU.
_!_
NO NEED TO ASK BEHIND MY BACK.
SO YOU THINK OF USING ANYONE BEFORE?
THAT'S WHY NOW MAKE USE OF MY BROTHER?
YOU JOLLY WELL KNEW THIS.

i'm damn disappointed in you.
never ever thought of that.
want know jiu come ask me.
no need ask people around me.
F! F! F!
any problem wrong with you?!

YOU REALLY MAKE ME REGRET ABOUT 12.
NOW NOT ONLY 12.
happy?

Morning, took bus.
longer journey.
find Angie & co at foyer.
her story telling.
went up.
start INTENSIVE MOTHER TONGUE.
MsTeh going through paper one.
I PASSED!
at least i'm smarter than you.
MsLiNan came in for paper two.
I STILL PASSED!
i'm still smarter than you, NOOB.
recess.
ChenShan was crying.
went up class.
MrLim is the baby-sitter.
do paper one correction.
then walk around, teaching people.
LOL.
then MsNg came in.
THEY ALL ARE DIRTY-MINDED.
seriously!
told them stories.
and Angie turn 'white to black'
idiot one.
i stupid till knock my head on wall.
because of them!
think 'that thing' till far far.
IDIOT.
our batch from quiet to laughing.
because of my 'STORIES'
STUPID!
walked in the rain to somewhere.
walking with Jiamin & co.
then walked to there.
dropped the idea and went home.

so KUA ZHANG? -.-

your WAHLIAO is too loud.
think i never hear?
RETARD.

2010-05-12T12:47:00.000+08:00

JolynL says does it need to be in this way?

Everytime when you need me, i'm always there for you.
but, WHY everytime when i need you you are gone?
Where Are You!?
i NEED you, do you know?
you will never know because you DON'T care.
just WHATEVER la.

was in canteen with Constance & co.
didn't know that Gina and Angie were waiting for me.
Oops. SORRY!
they thought i was late.
Amaths Paper Two.
complete paper in one hour time.
the remaining one hour thirty minutes, was thinking how to do.
but, SIAN.
still don't know how to do.
tried very hard~
think till fall asleep somemore!
then end paper.
went mac with Meiyu & co.
then home!
watched my favourite show (:
managed to!

later going sleep i think.

for the sake of INTENSIVE MOTHER TONGUE!
which is tomorrow.

2010-05-11T16:45:00.000+08:00

JolynL says why do we have to be ended up like this?

okay, since yesterday till now.
you had been entertaining me.
YEAH.
BEST.
why?
make my mood become worst.

meet Gina at foyer.
study.
then Angie came.
LOL.
Amaths paper one is a gone case.
out of 80 marks, 50 marks are gone.
Paper two how?
DIE.
after paper.
went food palace.
eat and study.
GINA & ANGIE are crazy!
seriously!
they took out everything, what can be taken out in a pen.
and they time how long they fix back.
CRAZY!
leave at 2plus.
meet Jiamin at inter.
bought things and home.

tomorrow last paper.
no hope already.

2010-05-10T17:14:00.001+08:00

JolynL says what's the real meaning of losing interest on something?

when i wanted to study amaths just now.
i immediately fall asleep when i reading the notes.
am i too tired?
or am i facing something that i shouldn't face?
i don't know.
wake up, immediately use comp.

Where's my distinction target attitude went to?!!
i should blame it to who?
no one but myself.

you used to promise to come here.
but you don't even bother to do so.
so what?

you are not going to be the one doing everything.
this time round, it's me!
_!_ off okay?
ccb.
-
you think i don't know you added my number to reject list?
not only my number, my house number too.
GROW UP LA IDIOT.

2010-05-10T14:06:00.001+08:00

JolynL says see how i'm going to fail my exam.

thanks to you!

that grandson of mine, so purposely..
but nevermind.
when and since i decided to hate everything you do,
i won't care about all this.
I SWEAR.
since the moment you didn't want come, your problem.
I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG without your help -.-

Morning, woke up.
Rachel say she will late.
so i slowly do my things.
and took the longer journey de bus.
who knows i just boarded the bus, she say she ready le.
LOL.
changed bus.
eat with her at small Mac.
looks crazy and paiseh.
which seems true.
went 'some block' to study.
then went in school.
saw some people like far away.
but who cares, only she does.
Meiyu they all came down.
they were studying.
went up with Jiamin's mineral water.
and talked with Leng & co.
then Regina.
this smart girl, asked me to refill water for her.
went back talk with Meiyu they all.
SUAY like crazy, randomly also can saw her -.-
stupid Regina, don't know where she go to.
put my file in Leng's bag (:
THANKS!
History paper start.
HAHA!
first time my SEQ write so long ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
but, mostly craps in my mind de.
wonder will i pass?
with the target of c5.
didn't finish my SBQ.
craps craps still craps.
last question is the best answer i ever write.
SHORTCUT-ed the answer (:
ended.
i realised Angie's humanities answers are all FUNNY de.
waited for Leng and HOME!

AMATHS CHIONG AHhhhhhhhhhhh.

如果真的有那种'如果'
-
how i wish that you would appear for me.
but knowing that you will never ever.

2010-05-09T16:24:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that whenever she want to study, her mind and soul were not with her.

so thinking of drop the idea to study.
thank to her la _!_

我并不是想的那么勇敢。
深信，一辈子不再相信任何人。

morning, played with Chervel and Mikaela.
but too bad my shoulder ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
cannot carry them.
going to eat out with them soon.
HEHEHE.
my aunt best ah.
know what she do?
go squeeze my shoulder.
not knowing my shoulder injured.
HAHA.
Mikaela is crazy.
she saw me cry but she purposely want to look at me.
PURPOSELY.
(:

i will never get a chance to hope for it anymore.
after tomorrow. when they officially moved out.

2010-05-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

JolynL says DETERMINATION!

this post shall be a advance post for tomorrow.

i can't get all those memories out of mind.
but i would do my very best to forget everything.
and let it be found by you once again.

don't know why my itunes been playing sad songs.
funny ah.
i put on shuffle mode.
and it been playing sad ones.
not my fault.

i'm really afraid of losing.

just now i was playing with my dad.
because he pressed my shoulder.
suddenly the shoulder pain again.
like wtf.
i didn't do anything this time.
i was using my leg to play and suddenly shoulder pain.
PAIN!
everyone shocked i think.
then my aunt slapped me for playing.
because i know my shoulder haven't okay still play.
HAHA.

didn't study any when i attempting to.
tomorrow shall isolate myself again.

i'm still not used to it.

2010-05-08T16:09:00.001+08:00

JolynL says she get pissed off talking to you -.-

i regret letting you know.
YES!
i shouldn't tell you.

okay.
went tuition today.
funny.
he reached the door of BM.
and say he want pon.
LOL.
and even asked his friends want to pon not.
but, in the end only he pon.
STUPID.
:D
today tuition was copying.
HAHA.
before and after tuition, sms-ed my nv er.
she made me gave up.
HAPPY.
because if not she will give me a exclamation mark again.
exclamation mark win, do you know?
HAHA.
CHEWJIAMIN you must tag me ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
later got to study for history le.

I LOVE WALKING IN RAIN (:

i wonder will i still get to know after graduate?
will i?

2010-05-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

JolynL says 32.

how did you manage tolerate with so many?
i myself also can't tolerate it.
you make me feel more stupid.

just for one hour, there's already 5 more.
when times goes on, it will eventually be more.

一天又一天。
这件事，几时才会平息？
几时才会消气？
几时才会变回跟以前一样？
我不舍得看见你不开心的样子。
你却狠心看着我受苦，难过和流泪。

waiting for Gina to come and take her muffin.
soon, tuition.
doesn't have the mood to study.
what's more it's tuition.

I'm officially dead since o6o52o1o.
since the moment you asked me to let go of your hand.

2010-05-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

JolynL says you makes me feel like a retard.

I won't be able to know what i've done wrong if you didn't even want to answer or reply me.
I just want to know what is wrong so that i can make up.
It's stupid to wait for two hours in the morning,
and another one hour plus in the afternoon,
but you still didn't came out.
worth it ma?
But no matter what happen,
my pw won't change because i knew you need it.
I know what had been done is done, i know it already can't change the fact.
I wish for a HOPE.

如果那个时候，我知道你叫我放手就会跑掉。
我一定不会放手的，我会抓紧不放。
这样，一切都可以解决了。
到最后，我还是因为这事情哭了。
而且，还是在一个我们曾经很开心庆祝的地方。

Morning, woke up at 7.
just because want to wait for you.
saw Rachel before i cross road.
LOL.
waited for two hours patiently.
and went off without you.
they were studying.
but i don't have the mood to study.
then went out put thing jiu saw her.
right infront of me. like WTF.
SS paper.
was a gone case.
what i studied for seq didn't came out.
like, whatever la!
write halfway, hand cramp -.-
cannot write.
told Vanessa..
and we are caught talking -.-
last sbq question, i gave up.
because i can't write anymore.
end paper.
waited at her block lobby.
f-ing idiot, cheated me again.
outside for one hour plus.
like a RETARD.
totally.
even try to ask my brother to ask me go home -.-
USELESS.
then passed a note through her brother.
and went off.
went Cheers buy water.
then dad fetch.
went see doctor again.
back home.
eat.
Gina Vanessa came.
bake muffin.
HAHA!

studying later.
MAYBE.
because of that thing make me lost motivation again.
Amaths A1 BYE

2010-05-06T17:02:00.001+08:00

JolynL says what the hell is wrong with your facial expression?

I like to give you some stupid face expression.
because you like to give me some f-ing expression.

Today my mood wasn't that GOOD.

Morning, took bus and walked to school.
Gina and Vanessa are already at foyer le.
chatted awhile. HAHA.
then went to canteen find Celeste with Meiyu.
i knew you would walk there because they are there.
not because i was there, anymore..
Sit behind with Meiyu and Marc.
that disturbing boy ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
Amaths.
was distracted with that F-ing message.
Recess.
went eat with Gina and Vanessa.
Chinese.
they sabotage me!
to say one paragraph.
ARGHS.
Marc Phoebe and that person too.
-.-
then do paper one.
was finished first, and sure fail one.
History.
was copying.
then suddenly dont know why shoulder pain.
Lunch.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
studying.
then walked around.
saw him downstairs. HAHA.
English.
MrVanan was talking for one hour.
and finally HOME!

studying!

* people like to make fun of my sprained shoulder.
and this f-ing person curse my hand break.
F!

2010-05-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

JolynL says for that instant, i wish you would care but i know you won't.

so i didn't expect too much.
because it's always me.

it's so familiar like last year.
just that this time it wasn't you anymore.
how i wish you would.

remember don't say something that would hurt yourself.
it's not worth just to know the truth.
there's so many other topics you can think of.

Morning reached school at 6.15am.
sleep till around 7.
Sharifah woke me up!
arghs!
then went up.
hehe.
didn't sleep anymore.
chit chatting with Jiamin.
English.
was doing 2009 paper.
easy? hard?
History.
sit with Vanessa.
she didnt copy down anything.
Chinese.
oral.
Recess.
chatted with Regina.
then took my book went down.
talk to Gina Vanessa.
was finding Leng and i suddenly remember.
next period is ss.
can pass it to her.
went to 5n2.
helped her carry bag (:
back class.
SS.
stupid thing happen.
seriously is PLAYING only leh!
then MrAlsagoff came up.
and asked me go hospital.
nearly call for ambulance.
crazy!
saw VanessaHan.
she going home too.
but i went home first la.
HAHA.
dad fetch.
inside the car was nagging like hell.
because of PLAYING!
went home.
NAG again!
bathe then went see doctor.
WALAO.
one word for it, PAIN!
going again, on maybe friday or monday.

and!
SORRY to Vanessa and Leng.
got to cancel because of me.
next time (:

i miss the moments.

2010-05-04T19:34:00.001+08:00

JolynL says somethings might be the same like last time but there's always one thing that can't be changed.

You are doing what you do.
People are doing what you do.
But my memories will never be replaced.
because it's more memorable than anything else.

Sometimes i really hope that the two words will appear.
but it just never..
your two words are magic for me.
helping me not to be scare or avoided it happening.
I NEED THE TWO WORDS.
sigh.
you just don't want to say it to me anymore.

Morning meet Gina & co. at foyer.
Angie and Vanessa came.
they are complaining about the weather.
Gina was late.
The two were too HOT to study.
then went up class.
chit chatting.
seriously i dont know whether i'm lucky or not.
just went out class jiu saw you.
studied History.
Emaths. Free Period.
was doing my chemistry and physics.
JASONLOW, LOOK! ^
Recess.
went eat with Angie Gina Vanessa.
English.
History.
went AVA room.
was sitting with Meiyu.
and keep on laughing~!
should reply this to her : skills still okay, writing not okay.
HAHAHA
Physics.
Chemistry.
somehow shocked when i saw that person there.
anyway, was talking with Angie.
and of course doing work.
and of course smsiing (:
End school.
eat, then Amaths remedial.
was late.
doing last year paper.
hard? okay la. HAHA.
overall is okay!
sms-ing all the way.
don't know why.
i feel like being a spy instead.
after lesson, stayed in school awhile.
that vending machine is FUNNY
eat Gina's coins.
when she claim back, the money drop out.
LOL.
funny.
bus to inter with Gina.
bought my flip case (:
and home!

LOL when my mum say.
exams coming, say reduce of using comp.
funny is, i won't.
HEHEH.

saw something in my chemistry tys.
realised that when her birthday, i missed out something.
arghs!
why i've forget about that?!
saw that thing only can feel sad.

wo xiang ni.

2010-05-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

JolynL says why have to get to know things so well??

M is a good grandson.
why?
because he created a blog.
saying ' I LIKE TO DISTURB JOLYN LOW '
!!!
BEST ah.

just now saw something.
16.04.2010
morning afternoon quarrel with me like crazy.
night went out have fun and slack.
what's in your mind!
-.-!
what a nice change.

never go cousin's house.
was studying at home along.
tired.
going to have a nice sleep today (:

2010-05-03T12:25:00.002+08:00

^this is MIKAELA. surrounded by PIGLETS.
JEALOUS~

2010-05-03T10:18:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that the best thing ever in my life.

don't know why do i feel that way.
we seems better when we didn't talk.
we seems better when we only talk about one topic.
we seems better when we are not AS.
why does it so?

i know tomorrow you will not talk to me.
like as usual.

midnight one plus got a message.
and i only replied at five.
because i'm too tired.
sleep all the way.
HAHA.
then seven plus.
Rachel text me.
she don't let me sleep!
this girl is too sian liao.
then finally she let me sleep!
guess what. another message came in.
no need sleep liao.
HAHA.
but the smart me, sleep in between the time waiting for a reply.
HAHA.
too smart already.
TORTURE can?!
worst. two reply me the same thing.
which is -.-
feel like slapping them together la!
hehe.

later going cousin's house to isolate myself.
(:
to study.
amaths!
DISTINCTION! here i come~
xiao kan wo de ren, xiao xin ooo

2010-05-02T15:37:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that you really know how to make me smile.

:)
:D
(L)

back from tuition.
guess what!
today, Chervel and Mikaela both came!
ARGHS!
talked to him in msn.
he is seriously a evil B!
he call me B.
so i call him B.
HAHA.
he ask me to spot him when he is younger.
i thought he look the same.
and, he told me he look totally different.
evil right?!
sounds funny de.

Ss?
study what?!
all chapters lehs.
HELL.!

why can't we forget and cherish this friendship?
this might be the last chance we ever go it.
final year.

2010-05-02T09:46:00.003+08:00

JolynL says just for the sake of you, she will :)

Yesterday night was a torture.
as in, i wanted to sleep.
but, i saw him online.
so chatted with him.
HAHA.
he is quite funny.
so chatted with him till 11.30+
he is really familiar with the surrounding.
:)
then decided to go sleep.
lie on bed, wanted to sleep.
or should say about to sleep.
then suddenly a message came in.
no need sleep le.
LOL.
that's it one.
but nevermind.
text till around one, no reply.
assume fell asleep.
so do i.
HAHA.
once i wake up, jiu got reply.
just nice.
bathe and everything.
waiting for uncle to fetch me.

Thanks Jiamin, anyway..

***
i going to get DISTINCTION for AMATH.
to prove you wrong :D
***

dont tell me you are.
because since you are not - when watch movie that time.
so, today is a special day that you are - ?

2010-05-01T18:39:00.005+08:00

JolynL says that sometimes things doesn't go smooth with what you expect it be like.

all these days, i been waking up during midnight.
and the most weird thing is..
i woke up at three plus am.
ALWAYS.
can you believe it?
i feel weird.
and always, there sure be a message sent at ten or eleven.
LOL.
i was like, why i always wake up at that time.
strange me.
with or without continuous vibration also like that.
something must be wrong with me.

must be miss you too much :D

**

Why do we say things we can't take back?
Why do we miss what we never had?
Why don't we turn this around?

This time, decided to let it go.
It's earlier than last time.
Because, i hope to let it be found by you once again.
Please takecare of yourself and never let tears roll down your cheek anymore.
If not, i will feel it's not worth for me to let go.
Do remember the day. So do I.

sjpam ! :D
(L) BW

2010-05-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

JolynL says HOPE you doesn't know it.

don't ever try fooling me.
i might be stupid enough to say it out.
but i won't be stupid to say it to you.
i would rather die if you know.
since both of us thinks that don't have the need for you to know.
then, so what you might know?
what's the use?

it just NO MORE!

can you believe that i can think something till i fall asleep?
that's INSANE!
what's more, I'm RIGHT!
i still go think what is the correct one.
STUPID RIGHT!
woke up by sms-es.
Rachel's - four plus.
Meisean's - seven plus.
i want sleep longer also can't.
ARGHS!
prepared and off i go.
was abit late when we are meeting at 9.30
first time?
but Gina is later than me.
then went find her at another side.
kfc.
bought food.
eat
then blah blah :)
i spend so long on one question.
LOL.
everyone say that to me.
then.
Meiyu and Meisean went off.
soon, Rachel came.
went wallet shop.
then ate at BK.
Jiamin went find Lionel.
blah. I FORGET.
went toilet.
then back, went Arcade.
Meiyu waiting for us.
LOL.
Suyin came and she went off with her.
Popular after that.
bought 2 pens.
while Gina bought 2 pens and foolscrap.
parted with Jiamin and Lionel.
Gina went foodcourt buy food.
then part with them.
as Rachel Gina both went to find their' HIM.

going to study liao.

2010-04-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

JolynL says overall you still know me quite well.

unlike me to you.

i'm done with my amaths work.
YEAH!
not really done, left one * question.
i jiu shi can't think how to do it.
the rest of the questions are too easy.
HAHA.

i miss the moments like this ..
i miss the moments like the day saturday ; first.

tomorrow going KFC for amaths and physics.
not sure who going.
then going with Gina to teadot.
studying till don't know what time.

我的鞋子洗干净咯！
再也不会肮脏了):

不要自以为是，假厉害
不知道就不知道
在装也没有用
只会让我讨厌
-
i believe i don't.
and of course i believe ! won't.
so tell me how?
there's no way you would find out.

2010-04-30T15:51:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she's got a feeling that he ignored her.

okay, whatever.
today i nearly kill Jiamin.!
HAHA.

Morning.
teacher gave us our targets.
and surely there's error de.
cause..
Angie is taking POA instead.
and SOMEONE say i won't get a1 for amaths.
WTH~
so look down on me.
Emaths.
was doing what i forget.
but all i remember is that i was sms-ing.
HAHA.
Recess.
ate.
wasn't intend to..
Chemistry.
sms-ing plus doing work.
Vanessa was sleeping because she dont understand.
that's it right?
Physics.
Ss.
was talking with Meiyu.
got back morning paper.
and i got.. 2 marks.
HAHA.
a lot people got two marks.
feel some vibrations but didn't check phone.
when i intend to send Rachel a message..
saw Marc's messages.
asked him after lesson.
and he say.. he want to irritate me PURPOSELY.
like how i irritate someone.
MARC!! THAT'S IT!
i won't get irritate, even so wont show out.
After school, walked to inter with Jiamin and Meiyu.
was gossiping while walking there.
HAHA.
meet Rachel.
and off we go to LJS.
bought food.
share with Rachel.
that Jiamin and Rachel, hais..
Meiyu is the best!
saw Jiayi there.
walked around.
went mini toons and popular.
went T1.
CL MTW LG etc.
We went home while Meiyu go find Constance and Phoebe.
HOME!

studying soon.
Additional Mathematics, HERE I COME!

2010-04-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

JolynL says thank you to you.

afterall..

i miss your songs.
i miss you saying ...
i miss you calling ...

Morning, was intend to take bus to inter de.
but then, because of Jiamin i chose to walk.
TIRED de lehs.
HAHA.
reached class, can't find her.
went toilet.
Meisean was there.
chatted with her.
went back class.
talk with Jiamin near the staircase there.
then, Gina they all came and went back class.
Amaths.
missed out a part as i was typing a long message.
Recess.
went down with Meiyu & co as none of them want go down.
then was with Leng & co.
went back class.
Chinese.
last period got fire alarm.
went down field.
was finding him.
instead of seeing him, i saw .'s him.
but nevermind, i still saw him in the end.
HAHAH.
Angie went to somewhere with aircon.
that Leng ah, make for Vanessa never make for me.
History.
when she came up, left one period.
sit with Jiamin.
Lunch.
she cried.
shocked me.
seriously.
ROARS to him.!
Emaths.
was doing English.
English.
did presentation of paragraph two.
walked to foyer.
then was at courtyard sitting with Gina.
then lw came and talk.
he kaypo one.
then Gina and Vanessa left.
running away from lw.
LOL.
waiting at foyer.
finally.
able to leave school le.
i hate staying in school after school hours.
cab home.
started doing my work.
- asked brother about the questions.
then i kena shooted by the word FP again!
then - begin to laugh after that.
don't know what's thinking in - mind!
then tried to shoot me again inside the room.
wth!
imagine two of them are like ganging up.
ARGHS.
shouldn't let you see the FP.
then went home.
and finally!
i got to clean up the room.

i miss you.

2010-04-28T15:38:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that she had finally came to a decision.

letting it go.
waiting for the day to reach once again.
decided not to make you irritated.
just hope you would forgive once again.
like so random thing you said last time.
i was just acting blur.

that time quarrel through sms.
knew what would happen the next day.
on sunday, i was surprised to recieve your message.
indeed, was happy in my heart.
with the words inside.
the next day, you even make me more surprised.
this time round, i dont know when would happen again.
i miss your composing of songs.
dont know why. cute?

i was actually expecting you to study.
because you told me no time.
so your free time you play and is call no time?
that's cool.
humans not good still dont pay attention.
WIN!

Morning, Constance's sister was busy with her stuff.
performed during assembly.
HAHA.
went up class soon.
checked and went down find Celeste.
then went back again.
okay, i forgot what's next.
English.
three periods.
havent even finish draft.
was thinking very hard.
LOL.
History.
Chinese.
doing oral.
Recess.
Angie & Jiamin were playing with my itouch.
Ss.
Emaths.
was doing Ss work.
GUAI can!
unlike...
Assembly.
was intend to sit with Meisean.
but then, feel too sian.
so find Gina and Vanessa.
Earth day and Humans week.
LOL.
i saw her sister!
1st!
Gina was crazy!
用成语，一毛不拔，来形容我！
then gang up with Vanessa.
wth!~
funny and idiot!
her direct translation is STUPID!!!
went home.
BUS!
saw Marc. HAHA.

studying and doing work soon.
:D

2010-04-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she has become sick and tired of it everyday.

and decided to make it worst.
just too bad for you once again.
this time, you forced me to again.

whole day was just trying to achieve my motive.
and MOTIVE ACHIEVED :D
do you feel this is familiar to you?

I'm just following the rules.
I'm just following what you HATE.

You should think whether you can do it before you say.
RIGHT?

You can't be bothered.

Emaths.
Recess.
stayed in class.
English.
MrVanan never come but continue doing work.
planning.
History.
sit with Angie.
Physics.
Chemistry.
practical again.
and finally. HOME.

2010-04-26T18:01:00.000+08:00

JolynL says ' just, what are in your mind? '

my facebook status is just true.
no matter what happen on saturday and sunday,
it wont happen anymore.
and, i don't even know why does it happen at all.
something must be wrong.
didn't you realise certain things?

thanks.
i just want to make it awap.
thanks.
you had just gave me an idea on what i should do.

Pe.
it's a LOL.
realise . was crying.
but i don't think i have the rights to care.
Emaths.
was standing the whole period outside eureka.
someone should f-ing know why.
Chemistry.
practical.
Chinese.
before lesson officially started.
SOMEONE walked past the class.
i was really shocked.
because he even looked inside.
just nice i was looking outside too.
arghs!
Recess.
ate.
Ss.
English.
was intend to text but didn't.
Lunch.
Physics.
Amaths.
LOL.
and home.

know why i didn't elaborate after that.
because you s-.
JUST KIDDING.

just irritated by YOU!

sorry that i would choose that way.
-
since you dont want to tell me.
then DONT.
f0ing DONT.
just tell those who ALWAYS like to sit and talk to you.

2010-04-25T14:06:00.000+08:00

JolynL says is it because of your influence?

i didn't expect myself to be like her.
that's seriously going to kill me.
maybe?
HAHA.
so far, only one person know what is it about.
my daughter.!

yesterday i sleep quite early.
but every night seems to be the same.
there's surely be someone interrupting my sleep.
and most coincidental is that it's always thirty minutes after i fell asleep.
this time, message till halfway i jiu fall asleep.
waking up to reply when it's 2.40am.
LOL.
then six or seven, my mum woke me up just to ask me drink water.
wth!
sore throat only lehs.
then sleep back for few minutes.
she came back with medicine.
kill me~!
woke up again when Chervel came.
HAHA.
they ask me to carry her.
then, blah blah.

let's study!

2010-04-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she really sick and tired with everything she does.

just make me went blur.
change of attitude so fast.
like..!

Morning, woke up by someone's message.
though my alarm is 4 mintues later.
that person know how to choose a good time.
then that thirty minutes was sms-ing all the way.
sms till i nearly late leave house.
three people till i going crazy cause sure reply fast.
then worst is one more people sms me again.
then bus to Bedok Reservoir.
waited for Jiamin.
gather.
help to mark attendance.
knew something when i was marking.
if not, i guess i will never ever know it right?
started the race.
went finishing line with Vanessa and zm.
-.-
then blah.
waited for them to come back.
and, let's skip everything.
Prize Giving.
then CIP.
LOL.
took bus to inter.
fast.
because when dismiss we walk and a bus came.
and board.
was finding Meiyu anyway.
went Yoshinoya eat.
when we finish eating.
Vanessa Gina was playing the Iphone.
finally Rachel and bf came.
then Jiamin and Lionel came.
you can expect that we ask them to sit one table.
HAHA.
then left me and Gina there studying.
and went buy things.
and home!

study soon?

2010-04-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

JolynL says she is so jealous now.

after knowing that she is friend with her for five years.
and never quarrel before.
a 5 years and a 3 years different is just too BIG.
not knowing her too well.
as a result, keep on arguing.
last year was a regret.
this year, at first wasn't a regret but now on is a regret.
can you make this regret disappear again?
PLEASE.

Vanessa changed to Iphone.
and i still have the determination that i WONT change to iphone.
unless, iphone really change my mind.
but seems too hard.
because someone is using it.
unless i don't buy a 3g or 3gs like he does.
the only thing i like about iphone is only..
the sms part.
it's cool for me.

tomorrow is cross country with not going tuition.
LOL.
that guy say i don't look like a sec 5.
haha, he must be blind after skipping so many lessons.

2010-04-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

JolynL says another KNOWN friend is going to TH.

anyone want go?

i didn't expect myself to describe you that way.
hais.
at least he remember you in this way.

i'm the real stalker -.-

went school.
realised that Constance not coming.
HAHA.
her sister is quite funny la.
give up memorizing it.
Chinese Paper One start.
nearly cannot do finish.
i was stuck.
. went crazy i think.
anyhow write.
Break.
sms Rachel through 'Jiamin's' phone.
Chinese Paper Two.
abit better?
ended.
like finally.
went meet Rachel.
then cabbed to airport.
went XinWang eat.
were using wifi there.
LOL.
both my phones were occupied by Rachel and Vanessa.
who ask my phones have wifi.
HAHA.
ate, studied.
went off to T1 then T2.
then bus to tampines.
went tm awhile.
and home.
irritated by the calls on bus.
shouldn't change phone la -.-

2010-04-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

JolynL says what to do when you suddenly change in a moment time?

Morning, purposely give a miss to 3 buses.
LOL.
the reason, dont want too early reach school.
reach school. someone was infront of me.
i was hesitating whether to send her or not.
in the end, choose to.
but didn't check phone anymore.
thinking that won't get any reply.
LOL.
English Paper One.
studied for Proposal report.
and really out.
section one was quite hard.
not knowing what to write.
i chose 4.
crazy me.
MUST BE.
finally ended.
went refill water with DzurAin.
diao me and diao you back -.-
English Paper Two.
first question jiu stuck.
WTH!
i stupid till wrote a no link answer.
for no reason.
ended.
and, asking people about question one answer.
and is mostly wrong one.
asked Constance, she wrote 'history'.
WTH~
after that, stayed back for amaths lesson.
recap on differentiation.
it's a gone case for all topics.
stayed back eat because raining.
canteen got a few people so can see clearly.
laughing alot while eating.
something is totally wrong!
HAHA.
they are crazy.
included.
home at 2 plus.
LOL.

tomorrow chinese paper.
better memorise.

2010-04-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

JolynL says she doesn't want to look like your DOG.

okay, i'm f- annoyed during that free period.
i've never ever that annoyed before.

Morning, hall.
morning assembly.
LOL.
every lessons delayed by one hour.
English.
was left two periods.
copying the sample report writing.
History.
Chinese.
if you have doubt on me, just continue -.-
Recess.
Ss.
Emaths. That FREEPERIOD.
was doing my ss work with covering file.
the best thing that i've ever done.
PLEASE.
I KNOW YOU ARE VERY SMART NO NEED TO STUDY.
BUT OTHERS NEED.
IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE INTENTION TO STUDY, JUST SHUT UP.
was outside class standing doing my work.
until MrAng going for meeting and he ask me to be 'spy'
LOL.
he went in and i went back.
i'm just being nice to say it out -.-
went back class to arrange tables.
then walked to bus stop.
blah.

Tomorrow start mid year le~

i hardly use that tone to talk to people.

2010-04-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that what you want when you say be friends?

Morning that amaths test is totally gonecase.
WTH!
first question i jiu stuck liao.
then graph question is accurate.
FAINT!
TJZ going to kill me le!
JasonLow TOO!
Emaths.
was helping Leng and ChenShan to cut their doll.
HAHA.
my one got no tail and hand.
good one :)
Recess.
lightbulb again.
English.
was doing oral.
and suddenly vomit again.
practice.
Lionel sleep during his lesson.
as a result whole class kena.
especially the girls' fringe.
main thing wasn't from Lionel.
History.
change seat because of MsRoss.
LOL.
sit behind Vanessa. Beside May.
Physics.
nearly fall asleep.
Chemistry.
sleep.
abit.
HAHA.
waiting for oral.
sian diao liao.
Leongwei prepared for oral same time as me.
but when i finish mine, he havent even taken his.
weird.
when i finished my oral is about 5pm.
walked out, saw Leng outside.
dont know why.
then walked with her.
we two were talking about the oral.
HAHA.
that's it de.
anyway, time the duration for someone.
HAHA.

going to study soon le.
after all my things are done :)

2010-04-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

JolynL says you look like a woof woof woof.

that's not no link anyway.

Morning, parade square.
boring.
PE.
Jiamin pei me because she no need to run.
was recording timings.
hopefully she got a faster timing.
Emaths.
seriously got irritated.
and couldn't stay any longer.
i rather stand than stay there -.-
Chemistry.
practical.
Chinese.
Recess.
was doing the homework.
Ss.
English.
MrVanan was dealing with something.
class was chaos.
Lunch.
i get more scare.
scene is like secondary 3!!!!
Physics.
teacher went off at second period.
cool.
Amaths.
then, HOME!

i didn't know that you look like a woof.
-.-

2010-04-18T19:48:00.001+08:00

JolynL says the day just goes on without you.

Meet Gina & co.
Gina was so early.
went to buy screen protector.
then Vanessa and Rachel came.
went Mrt there wait for Phyllis.
late.
then, train.
they were playing.
Rachel play my phone.
Vanessa Phyllis playing my itouch.
Gina play Rachel's PSP.
me?
got nothing to play.
was there laughing Gina.
LOL.
blah.
went eat at Pastamania.
haha!
then a group came.
-.-
saw Leng's group when i was going to toilet.
HAHA.
blah.
Phyllis went off first.
then Jiamin Lionel came.
blah.
walked around.
went wait for teacher.
Gina Rachel went off.
walked to there.
Jiamin did something paiseh.
seriously.
then went in.
our class only me and vanessa were at back row.
blah.
fun.
nice.
touching?
ended.
walked back.
Jiamin & co went missing.
me and Vanessa went platform first.
meet Gina Rachel inside.
then me went off at tampines.
because they going dont know where.
LOL.
home finally!

no need aviod ba?

2010-04-17T22:12:00.003+08:00

JolynL says that she don't want to be a IPhone user.

:)
just now went to Parkway Singtel to change phone.
MUAHAHA!
actually wanted Pixon 12 or Omnia Lite.
but too bad both don't have.
another choice is SJ.
so, SJ user.
same as Leng!

2010-04-17T18:18:00.001+08:00

JolynL says 如果时间应许，我想要重来

Morning was sleeping so soundly.
and wake up exactly at 9am.
first time without my used to alarm clock.
dont feel like going tuition but mum foced me to.
so went.
prepare..
comp :)
tuition.
cool is, while standing i still can sleep.
LOl.
do paper.
for 45 mins.
another hour was doing nothing.
feel like sleeping but can't.
then, bought waffle.
blah.
blah.
blah.

2010-04-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

JolynL says you didn't hate me as much as i hate you -.-

was actually sick.
but didn't choose to go see doctor yesterday.
just because of this person.
asking me something on monday, so i have to do it.

At first still okay,
but dont know how come later on jiu cmi.
Emaths.
cutting the thingy.
running here and there.
Recess.
Chemistry.
sit with Jiamin & Lionel.
the couple :)
Physics.
Ss.
End of school.
went out to buy drinks.
them not me.
went back.
first person i saw jiu shi you.
then next jiu shi someone you hate -.-
BLAH.
first to get up bus but sadly not with Leng & co.
at first with Meiyu.
then BLAH.
take turns.
since promise two.
NgeeAnnPoly.
seriously it's okay, but it nearly want my life -.-
after the light break..
didn't went in.
with Meiyu.
one Man and one Woman came find me.
trying to convince me to go home with Meiyu.
but, unsuccessful. LOL.
The reason why i don't want go back is just can't say out.
just like that reason why i don't want go see doctor.
blah blah.
and FINALLY can leave le.
like the same.
first with Meiyu.
then BLAH.
reached school.
then went home by cab.
said by my parents.
home, everyone asking me to go see doctor.
WTH!~

2010-04-15T19:36:00.002+08:00

This is Chervel and her 'car'

And finally she know how to turn le !

2010-04-15T17:01:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that 说多错多，我就是喜欢说多做多错更多。

since you don't know what the hell is call p-
then please kindly shoo off from here.
you are GREATLY not welcome.
zzz!

Morning, took the physics test.
我相信如果你没有出现，一切都安然无恙
Amaths.
MrLim never come.
seriously please kindly SYFU.
JUST HELL-y GET IRRITATED.
dont care? can i?
you think you are far far distance away from me?
or you think everyone are mute/deaf?
since you know how to say 'shh', why can't you just shh?
just a simple thing.
let's just skip what happened during Amaths.
Recess.
find Regina for some chatting session.
not long, just awhile.
she nearly going to do something, but i stopped her.
after that, talk.
then, BLAST because don't want hear the voice.
Chinese.
History.
a BIG LOL to MsRoss.
Lunch.
Meiyu they all went out buy drinks.
TREATs just to 发泄
bought IceLemonTea.
Emaths.
was doing my amaths and sudddenly just feel sick.
ran to the toilet quickly.
what the hell is the IceLemonTea causing me to have?!
English.
was resting at the back.
Izhhar helped me with the paper.
suay he have to do solo.
HAHA.
i just saw everything clearly -.-
borrowed some money from Leng to cab home.
she's the BEST, not her.
finally home and remembered that no one is at home.
SIAN.

i never like the feeling of being accused.
i know you too.
that's why you have a taste of it because you let me before.
not once but twice.

2010-04-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that just for a very simple reason.

that only she knows.
no one else will ever know.

bused to school in the morning.
because of a simple and stupid reason.
TIRED.
blah blah.
went up class.
forget do what.
first period, English.
LOL to Izhhar.
he seriously keep on shooting me.
especially with my farmville thing.
History.
teacher havent come.
. rushed me to toilet.
for a DAMN stupid de reason.
which is seriously speechless.
how can . be more stupid than me.
laughing like hell.
Chinese.
Recess.
Ss.
sit with Meiyu.
first test get back = 7.
seriously shocked.
because what i wrote was seriously short.
second test = 0
mostly..
Emaths.
was playing.
because forget to bring this and that.
seriously grow up la -.-
your voice hen 刺耳，恶心
Assembly.
was eating Jiamin's rice krispes.
HEHE.
while someone trying to pull my bag.
like always!
laughing alot.
me and Gina are in between the singing people.
FAINT!
went for the NP briefing.
then went mac with Jiamin.
i brought nothing and i wanted to study.
STUPID right?!
using itouch :)
went hom at 4.30pm
Lionel went buy BBT and saw Leongwei.
home!

2010-04-13T18:55:00.001+08:00

JolynL says you just BH know how to make me not in mood.

so what it's early?
can't it be change?
ZZZ!
just go meet your K and your S and whoever la.
you should know my character by now.
if you didn't on and on breaking your promise, you think i will say this?
I WONT!
can't you find a better excuse?
i know he is your K and i'm no longer anymore -.-

-.-!

there isn't only you who will not in mood.
me too will.
especially when you break your promise.

2010-04-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that your voice seriously S.

i hate listening to your voice.
and please stop . here and there.
so what you have . now.

Morning, me and Constance are sleeping.
LOL.
Meisean came and i woke up.
went up and Celeste ask me to sit outside her class.
chatted and soon the rest came.
went up with Meiyu.
start test.
blah.
Emaths.
Mrs Oh came up, dont know who say.
but she didn't walk here.
. ask me to lend something.
my book~
which i intend to read later on.
finished my English work.
MUAHAHA.
cause . never do.
LOL.
Recess.
stayed in class.
English.
History.
sit with Meisean.
cause of LIONELLAI!
arghs.
Physics.
Chemistry.
continue practical.
LOL.
went up after that.
then change.
put bag, . ask me pei.
back, say change class.
!@#$^
zhao zhi dao don't go put bag.
went up fourth floor.
they are at second floor.
HOT!
a LOL to the whole thing.
finally can went home le.
guard is SO lame.
walk and talk with .
这次我学乖了
hire one, and . had distracted me by talking to me.
HAHA.
finally!~
cooling~

i realised Mikaela is getting more and more cute.
and of course, Chervel too :)

Morning i smsed him because he is going for camp.
but sadded he went in le.
HAHA!
trying to suan him :)

2010-04-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that ' you seriously seriously seriously S! '

for a f- stupid reason, you just S.

Morning, was with Constance & co and Celeste at canteen.
then, went to back gate wait for Jiamin.
went to canteen to do her stuffs.
i took and went find Angie Gina.
. was there.
seriously my bag going break one day if it continues.
sit with Gina.
Pe was left one period.
and guess what!
Celeste Meiyu zm ganged up bullying me.
WTH!
mute time :)
Emaths.
Free period.
went to refill water then toilet.
Chemistry.
was having practical.
i gave up being a mute because cannot ask anything!
Chinese.
Recess.
went down eat.
i'm being a lightbulb but stopped since Marc scold me ):
Ss.
idiot.
English.
was actually grouping with Leng de.
then MrVanan change us.
in the end, with Jiamin Angie Meiyu.
i seriously need to be alert la!
blah.
Lunch.
doing English work.
Physics.
tys.
then teacher left.
another teacher came in do practical.
Amaths.
in Ihub.
sms-ing him the whole period.
because he is a sad case.
forget to bring his keys out.
LOL
cute one right?
he make me laugh.
a real one.
end school.
walked to take bus with Leng.
she went home instead.
because i asked her to.

i've lost the interest in amaths already.
YOU should know why.

can't you just say what you want?

2010-04-11T19:56:00.000+08:00

JolynL says her house nearly exploded!

cool right?
Morning, cousin brought Chervel's car along.
HAHA.
cute one.
took a few pictures but not sure when to upload it.
depend~
then, soon Jiamin and Vanessa came.
busy with the stuffs.
can want our life.
same as last time, i was so busy washing things.
LOL.
the person who wanted to do de, begin to give up.
so do i.
only left Vanessa not giving up.
HAHA.
ate dinner, Vanessa too.
Jiamin eat without rice.
Vanessa was inside the aircon room eating!
blah.
at 6plus, they went home.
my mum continues with the cleaning part.
HAHA.
TIRED!

i wonder tomorrow how?
since it's the day.

i was surprised.

2010-04-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

JolynL says sorry that she actually cheated her own feelings by saying so many lies to you.

don't know should i say it as lies or not.
because i'm just trying to make you happy.
but all i get back is all these.
i didn't know you compared me with them.
what's special enough if copied them?

Morning woke up seriously late. Then when Jiamin text me, i just woke up only. Rush everything because i'm quite late. Bathe, quickly went out. I think i will reach earlier if Jiamin never say she will go off when i reach. HAHA. Reached and Jiamin Lionel already went off. Sit there awhile, while they are doing work because i rush till forget to bring things. Went to T1, while outside KFC, Jiamin came back. Xiao Bar Wang time. While Angie inside there helping, me and Jiamin went walk around. Meiyu Phoebe Meisean went arcade. Took Mrt to tuition.
Teacher never come but still got oral. It's still a GOOD GAME for me. Everything end very fast. Went home five minutes earlier. SHIOK!

.

my greatest nightmare wasn't any of the worse nightmare.
but, it's you.
-
she tell you things jiu hen li hai meh?
wth.
i tell you it's not f-ing li hai can?
-
when i know, everyone gets to know.
BEST!
-
f-ing copycat~!

2010-04-09T16:43:00.002+08:00

JolynL says she did something just now. it's totally retarded!

just now went down cut hair.
HAHA.
cut shorter and thinner.
why?
cause of yesterday thing.
of course that's the reason.
the stupid reason.
and another reason is because the tail keep went in collar.
and the most retard thing i had done was..
.
.
i look at a message and i burst out with laughter.
that person who is washing my hair saw me laugh also laughing.
WTH!
totally paiseh.
but time continues, i still laughing.
want know what message?
because Marc suddenly call me ahma like randomly.
and, i jiu ask Jiamin want ren wo zuo mama anot.
then, she say that they call me dog if she call me mama,
she is puppy liao.
i jiu totally burst out!

HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

if send home and worry will be NPY.
then seriously I'm a NPY to a lot of people.

edited!
我真的是个笨蛋吗？
我竟然会相信你的一字一句。
是真的相信你不会 !
可是到最后还是一样 , 感觉被你耍

2010-04-09T14:25:00.001+08:00

JolynL says nothing could catches her eyes anymore.

i will just block whatever views i have.
just in case of being accused again.
i meant it.

what i feel was haven't grow up.
that's all.

A is better because it's the first letter.
F is not that better because it's not at the either side.

Dont know what i should blog from now onwards.
Emaths?
just studying and sms-ing.
LOL, that Rachel said not coming because still bed.
seriously, i'm too guai for that three periods.
without any disturbing anymore!
LOVE.
but, i had done something during that 3 periods.
at first was SO noisy that i full blast my mp3.
吵杂声很严重
Recess.
went down eat.
then, went up class.
i'm a good jie.
Chemistry.
combine two classes.
mdm chia teach, i cannot hear.
me Gina Angie Vanessa are talking.
LOL.
singapore, malaysia and international.
was laughing like crazy!
went for physics.
Leongwei say Lionel absent because he sent Jiamin up.
LOL.
Ss.
went ava room.
STUPID celeste.
keep say i lightbulb and also scratch my hand.
LOL.
she use how many fingers how many times.
i hit back!
end school.
walked with Jiamin Lionel.
haha, lightbulb again.
Jiamin and Lionel separated as in home.
bus home.

suddenly remember..
TMR GOT ORAL FOR TUITION!
WTH~
what to prepare?

no wonder i feel how come you are alone.
yuan lai is your k never come.
-.-
no wonder the class is so quiet.
-
我不知道你真正的想法。
不过我真的不会想了。
以后的事，不会有你和我。

p/s : the previous post de 'she' should be 'SHE-S' ( they )
and there's only one person who can call me 'low'!

2010-04-08T17:32:00.001+08:00

JolynL says ' i won't trust anyone anymore. NO MORE! '

you once gain my trust.
you once broke my trust.
then finally,
you gain my trust again.
and now,
you broke it once again.
where is the promise that you had promised me?

i know i would lose it once again.
but i didn't expect it to be so fast.
i did wanted to treasure but i can't expect myself can't.
there's just 4 more days!

为什么你要让我再一次生不如死？
真的那样就够了，要求很过分吗？
为什么你做任何决定时都没问过我?

Just dont' feel like posting today.
so yeah, no post about anything today.
only my feelings.

p/s : she had taught me what to do.
yes, i've decided.

2010-04-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that this just can't continue like this.

Three periods of english.
teacher was absent.
COOL!
but, need do work.
History.
Chinese.
Recess.
Ss.
seriously, am i sitting with a disturbing person?
Emaths.
freeperiod.
was studying my chemistry.
Assembly.
sit with Zm.
Angie infront.
LOL.
then walked to Angie's house.
she went up while me Zm and vanessa went 7-11
blah blah blah.
they were too funny in that talk.
especially ...
then, Jiamin finally came.
then, study awhile.
went down to fetch Rachel and her bf.
LOL.
blah blah.
chat laugh study.
then, that crazy girl nearly broke my arm.
SERIOUSLY CRAZY!
blah blah.
home at 7.
seriously..!

2010-04-06T17:24:00.003+08:00

JolynL says what's so good to make me irritated?

不管怎么样，我只担心你会发生什么事！

我只感觉这一切都变得不一样了
可能是因为那短暂的分离
我也渐渐看清楚这些事情
可能，或许，不一定

Morning, went early even though got no test.
HEHE.
went do my amaths and also sleep.
nice sleep.
chat after they finished paper.
Emaths.
FreePeriod.
she was playing with the games.
while me doing work.
and also watch her play.
seriously, what the hell do you have to make my itouch disable?
for the pathetic one minute.
what happen if i do that to your iphone?
_!_
Recess.
WHATEVER.
was with Leng.
English.
rushing report writing.
FINALLY i've finished it.
History.
that girl is eating bread and didn't share.
i was HUNGRY at that time.
Physics.
Chemistry.
end lesson early.
went office to take my certs.
then, she came.
waited for Jiamin they all.
in the end, went to find them.
they went toilet change.
then NAPFA starts.
end at 3plus.
pei her walk home.
then you should know what happen after that.
home.

tomorrow going Angie's house study if there's nothing happen to me.

2010-04-05T18:39:00.001+08:00

JolynL says HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TENGJINZHI~!

today is my best tutor birthday!
HAHAHA.

Morning went back gate there meet her.
blah blah.
parade square.
sit with her.
UNLUCKY me.
PE.
was recording down.
and everyone made me mess up!
Emaths.
asked her to play 'impossible test'
LOL.
'addicted' liao.
Chemistry.
practical.
Chinese.
Recess.
went down eat with Jiamin & co.
Ss.
sit with her again.
this time group with Zm Jiamin Lionel Guohao etc.
FUNNY!
we wanted to get the lowest.
English.
Lunch.
Physics.
teacher never come.
both class.
first forty five minutes was in class.
then went ihub join the other class.
took Angie's seat.
HAHA.
then beside me was Zm and Angie.
Zm was as usual playing that 'impossible test'
then it was being passed around.
LOL.
Amaths.
join POA.
doing out re test.
then finish.
chatting.
that's when my itouch got no battery.
last fifteen minutes was chatting with Jiamin Angie Gina.
then FINALLY is HOME time.

tomorrow staying back in school.
doing NAPFA.
but it's none of my business.
:)

2010-04-04T11:21:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she actually know a girl who is CRAZY!

counted as spilt personality?
maybe.

She was working.
and i assumed she work till the closing time.
so, i didn't intend to wait for her reply.
so i went to sleep le.
thanks to her!
at midnight nearly 3, keep on spamming me.
WHAT THE HELL!
she got to be crazy after being a workaholic.
the most angry thing isn't she spam me till i woke up.
is she woke me up already say dont want to text me le.
TOTALLY WHAT THE HELL!
it's 3am somemore.
who can i text to ?
i FP. you SJP.
i'm still damn angry la!

anyway, just now brother unwrap his CD for RUN DEVIL RUN.
he is so lucky that he got the Yoona poster.
LOL.

2010-04-03T19:50:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she just like to make her angry, what to do?

arghs, why was so good making me angry?
but, as long as you are happy, just carry on.

Tuition.
first news i've got is ORAL TEST next week!
and teacher ask me practice more on grammar.
really sian with it la.
i always kena read out a long passage than others.
whatever.
heng today release quite early.
so i wasn't late in meeting them.
but they are late in meeting me.
but worst is, when they saw me, they say i was outstanding?
wearing red and white.
celebrate national day in advance.
what the hell lor!
haha, i didn't realise i was wearing red and white.
walk to downtown east.
Just Acia.
They are totally crazy la.
order more than one dish and cannot eat finish.
but i'm too smart as i only order one dish de.
HEHE.
all waste food de.
walk around Ehub.
deciding movie anot.
exclude me :)
in the end, went back Pasir Ris inter.
waited for Rachel's bf and back to Tampines.
Jiamin Vanessa Rachel and her bf went for movie at CS.
while me went home.
HAHA!

going to do my work le.
guai girl.
and also waiting for that CRAZY person to tell me WHY!
wth!

2010-04-03T10:46:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she has a very irritating friend.

Yesterday night was discussing where to go eat.
with Jiamin Rachel Vanessa.
Rachel say i got owned by Jiamin Vanessa.
which is really TRUE la.
HAHA.
then, was intend to sleep.
then they dragged me longer.
on bed, got so called 不祥的预感.
sms her till ask me sleep.
actually if she never ask me sleep, i also will sleep.
but because of her saying 'midnight stuffs' till i didn't want to sleep.
LOL.
keep on waking up just because i scare anything would happen.
totally can't get into sleep.
and when i finally get into sleep, they were so noisy waking brother up.
then, 8 going 9am, woke up because i dropped my phone!
LOL.
this time, didn't get spamming wake up message.
and, she said she trying to purposely de.
WALAO eh.
this time really will get angry le~!

going for tuition in one hour plus.
then, going to meet Jiamin Rachel Vanessa.
for late lunch or early dinner.
HAHA.
maybe not staying with them after that.

2010-04-02T10:04:00.003+08:00

JolynL says HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIMEI! :D

hmm, was intend to send her exactly at 12am!
but.. i was play unblock me till fell asleep.
arghs.
and i woke up at 5.31am just to send her,
just because me fell asleep.
then can't sleep back liao.
having the itouch on my hand when fell asleep,
searching for it when woke up.
LOL.

EDITED 1.09PM
cabbed to tm because there's no bus.
went basement four leaves to buy cakes.
's' because i dont know what to choose, and bought 3 cakes for her.
SHE SERIOUSLY KNOW WHAT I'M PLANNIG LA!
and make me so nervous or what.
was at her house downstairs planning what to do.
people walked past and smile. LOL.
decided go up her house because i realised there's no way she can eat.
went down after that, forgetting to ask her bring a fork.
after sometimes sitting there, taking photos and looking at the cake.
she went up take, i forced her to.
she came down and i act stupid.
by saying 'eh, 你回来了 '
HAHA!
sit there watch her eat cake, and busying take photos of her.
'of her because she don't want 'with her.
she ate half cake nia!

then presents time.
first : belts. gave her two instead of ask her choose one.
second : pink book. she spent some times reading it.
third : real present - perfume! she better use it later.
after she unwrapped it, she wrap it back.
hope she like everything.

and home!
* she got to enjoy the day.
PRINCESS of the day.

2010-04-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that, she knew that she will never be the important one.

Or even someone who can really make you laugh.
but i know your k does.
because i'm the only one who will continue making you worse.
so, what am i to you now?

Morning, chinese test is good game.
totally dont know the questions and passage.
Jiamin also don't know.
fool Angie!
LOL.
Amaths.
got back test paper.
Angie the highest.
everyone shocked.
include Zm Jiamin Phyllis.
LOL.
the worst paper that i ever do.
Recess.
went down with Zm Jiamin to office.
bought food eat.
really cannot ask that girl come down too.
because all she does is.. disturb me!
STANDARD!
Chinese.
History.
sit with Zm again.
again, disturb me.
cannot stop de.
Lunch.
doing my tuition work.
draft two.
Emaths.
lend her mp3 to listen.
while me continue doing work.
English.
spilt group with Zm.
because VanessaHan and Hakim kena scolded.
pei her go salon.
waited for her turn like very long.
bought Bandung.
drank half of it.
overall, she drank one half.
LOL.
she went in wait, i sitting outside.
saw Guohao and VanessaTeo walking past.
and finally done.
home!

i wish that you would be touched.
for the second time.
but i dont think so.
because 'great mind thinks alike'

2010-03-31T20:39:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that she is seriously disappointed in you.

really!
there wasn't any change in you.
i know you are acting only.
but dont try fake infront of me.
i know means i know -.-
seriously, you just disgusted me a lot.

English for three periods.
he came in late again.
groupwork again.
with VanessaHan Hakim Zm.
boring.
History.
teacher never come again.
Chinese.
Recess.
Ss.
teacher also never come.
but, MrVanan relief.
it's a LOL.
Emaths.
was doing my work.
guai can.
CME.
went comp lab.
then blah blah.
bus.
she went t1 while me went tm.
bought pencil case.
then went Xiao Bar Wang.
was suppose that she will be faster than me.
but not.
LOL.
bus to Angie's house.
she was bathing.
then blah blah.
Vanessa came.
then, Jiamin Lionel.
doing work~
blah blah.
f-ing -.-!
Jiamin and all were so funny.
raining.
leave at 6.30pm
with Zm.
waited for her to board the bus then cab home.

2010-03-30T20:53:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that she actually had enough of every everything!

Morning had the social studies test for 15 minutes.
HAHA.
confirm fail, cause i anyhow and first done.
took the History paper.
that is even more good game.
Emaths.
doing my work.
GUAI!
Recess.
Zm spamming my phone.
sorry la, this girl is crazy de.
English.
doing so called groupwork?
with VanessaHan Sharifah JunHao.
LOL.
History.
sit with Zm.
Jiamin cried.
doing work.
as usual, GUAI.
unlike Zm.
Physics.
doing worksheet.
Lionel is going around fooling with his 31st April.
like retard..
Chemistry.
MissWoo last lesson with us le :(
End lesson.
waited for Zm and Jiamin.
Rachel outside already.
i was laughing while i walking towards her.
seriously, i dont know what's wrong with me.
bought bento set and off to angie's house downstair.
know why?
cause she not at home.
me Zm Rachel waited for her so long!
then Jiamin came.
soon, Angie FINALLY came back.
went up, eat.
and then do work.
her house is full of laughter.
Zm went home at about going 5pm.
me and Rachel stayed till around 6pm/
left Jiamin Lionel.

Stupid JasonLow.
want reservation, find Zm.
what a stupid brain he has.
and wasted my time.
in the end, pissed off so ask her call him ask better.
short and simple and sweet.
HAHA!

2010-03-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she love going out with her.

cause she will only take her time.
LOL.
no need so early go home ma.
:D

Morning, bus to school.
Celeste came.
went to find Zm.
LOL.
parade square.
first, hair check.
Jiamin Angie kena.
then skirt check.
Zm Gina kena.
then left me and Vanessa.
LOL.
Pe.
height and weight.
i grow taller!
Emaths.
Chemistry.
test.
Chinese.
Recess.
went eat.
with Jiamin Angie Vanessa.
went up find Zm.
Ss.
sit with Zm.
irritated.
English.
Lunch.
Physics.
Amaths.
test.
it's good game.
i dont even understand the question.
how to do?
my reward is gone!
:(
by SOMEONE.
Zm asked me to wait in foyer.
but i dont want.
then in the end, she scolded me.
害她淋雨
then bus to inter.
saw her sister?
went CoupleLab.
that's the first thing she would do.
went wallet shop.
bought a wallet for Nabil.
and her pencilcase for herself.
LOL.
walked around finding her shoes.
but couldn't find.
went home at 6plus.
reached home.
blah.

2010-03-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she is going to chiong studies le!

anyone?

Morning woke up earlier than expected.
prepared and off i go.
meet Angie Jiamin Vanessa at mrt station.
simei.
burger king.
eat there.
waiting for MissWoo to arrive.
she was late.
she was using iphone!!!!
arghs, the moment i see iphone, i remembered something.
no one knows except Jiamin.
end at 11 i think.
then, bought things from fairprice.
saw teacher there.
just to buy the sweet.
HAHA.
back to tampines.
Angie went off.
while we went to Artbox.
bought some stuffs.
home!

i hope you will like it this time round.
and not ...!

2010-03-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

JolynL says she got a best tutor in this world.!

she went italy le.
and said going to buy things for me if i study.
and the best nothing less.
YEAH!

before me going tuition.
at home sms-ing SOMEONE till i nearly can die.
kena disturbed like hell.
in messages fyi.
imagine real life too.
ohNO!
reached there quite early today.
sms-ing people.
blah.
today was the most embarrassing day for me.
i told Jiamin.
it's totally ... !
ate something when i reached home.
brother not going out i think.

updating my i- now
:)

2010-03-27T10:06:00.000+08:00

JolynL says gonna study for the sake of her and her.

yesterday had a msn talk with TJZ.
:D
yeah, gonna study.
making no more distracts by anyone.
just 'i dont want care' already.
she is going to be back in July.
woohoo.
she going to teach me before she go back again.
hopefully.

morning, got a spamming morning messages by SOMEONE.
fyi, it's crazy enough.
HAHA.
going to go tuition in 2 hours time.
kill me.

我自认我的错
我知道我不应该那么做
那个人渐渐留在我心中
感觉那个什么都比较重要的人
-
历史重演
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2010-03-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that no one is as perfect as you does!

Morning went hall.
before that was standing outside hall.
she called, luckily i didn't bring my 'spoilt' phone.
if not, she have to sms me instead.
sit with Zm.
zzz!
i kena bullied by Zm and Celeste!
poor me.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
sit with Zm one table.
was doing my work.
GUAI!
better than this girl.
keep on disturbing me.
especially when i was counting the words.
listen songs with her.
mine fyi.
don't know why she looks hyper.
Recess.
make Zm angry.
and she tear off her cover of her foolscrap -.-
using iphone communicate.
HAHA.
History.
Physics.
Ss.
sit with Zm.
for some reason that someone wants to sit with someone/
LOL.
test.
while doing, keep look at each other.
cause dont know how to do.
do worksheet after that.
first time i did my work.
and she copied mine.
end school.
walked to inter.
bought ice cream for the both of us.
went popular and that person say that havent out yet.
zzz!
dont know why everytime i go buy, sure havent de.
SIAN.
took 69 with her.
and waited for Jiamin Lionel for some time.
dating also so slow de. HAHA.
then blah blah.
study halfway.
and when the message came, i dont know why suddenly..
and didnt study anymore.
can't la.
went find Changheng.
Lionel and Changheng went gym.
while me and Jiamin sit there eat drink slack.
not slack actually, because Jiamin's pencil lost.
so didn't study le.
home at 5.
finally reached home.
tired.

2010-03-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

JolynL says isn't this happening too fast?

is this going to be finished?
another end?
i just feel like crying.
PLEASE, just give me another hope.
this time round, i won't tell anyone about this.
because i felt that no one would help me except you.

Morning, did the summary test.
LOL, just one word, HARD!
anyhow do.
Amaths.
kena scolding.
good luck.
two test happening on monday.
Recess.
Chinese.
did work.
History.
grouped with Jiamin Vanessa May.
funny things just happening.
Lunch.
English.
Emaths.
was in knowledge zone doing my work.
but, too sad when i've got that message.
homed.
walked in rain, and it was quite beavy that time.
blah blah.

seriously, i lost the mood again.
AAAAAAAAAAAA!

2010-03-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

JolynL says she's not going to 'beg' anyone just for her sake anymore.

我就算倾家荡产，也无所谓
我更不需要你的加入
就像你说的，钱很多
有什么大不了的？
只想证明你比我更了解她？

i think till so hard, just because of you saying it out.
now, i really dont know what to do.
stick with it or change another one.
sigh, not so expensive? how?
faint..
the problem is the final year that's why!

school life just goes on like this.
Chemistry.
Ss.
Chinese.
SOMEONE get dehydrate :)
Recess.
English.
changed seats.
Meiyu is infront of me.
Jiamin Zm is far away from me.
but Leng is behind me :)
Emaths.
FreePeriod.
i was intend to do english de but..
sleep.
Assembly.
sit with Zm.
she keep on disturbing me.
stupid her!
then, irritated like F by someone.
think i make her angry too :(
Oral is a good game to me.
why?
because i'm just faster than anyone else.
why?
because 气到无话可说
eat with Jiamin Angie.
was waiting for her.
who knows she went out le.
ZZZ.
walked with Jiamin.
and home!

2010-03-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

JolynL says itouch?!!!!!

i remembered buying her a itouch as present.
but, just because of that stupid thing.
it made me don't want buy already.
now? idk how!

late go school.
best!
reached quite early.
outside standing and Zm came.
blah blah.
Chemistry, teacher didn't come.
i mean she got another class to go to.
in canteen studying.
then, straight go recess.
went up class after eating.
English.
History.
MusicRoom.
sit with Zm.
Physics.
Emaths.
doing nothing.
then went hall for briefing.
sit with Zm.
infront Marc.
behind Jiamin Lionel.
HAHA.
then blah blah blah.
went up take attendance.
went down with Zm.
find Angie Gina.
blah blah.
went back to the classroom.
awhile later can go le.
went TampinesOne again with her.
CoupleLab.
then walked around.
then home!

i see the couple lab items are so nice~

seriously..
you also another B.
you really had irritated me with your attitude.
please, didn't you see anything?
what you want me to do with it?
ZZZ!
enough la.
less you, i don't think it will matter a lot.

2010-03-22T19:56:00.000+08:00

JolynL says ' Dont irritate me le, can you? '

took bus to school.
find Constance & co.
then blah blah.
Zm came.
of course stare at me when i dont want go there.
LOL.
as usual de.
blah blah.
went parade square.
talking talking talking.
Sit with Zm.
behind was Jiamin Angie.
HAHA. LOL.
Meiyu don't know 'fly' till where le.
Pe.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
Chinese.
Ss.
test postpone!
best!
Recess.
was with Zm.
she was playing.
Amaths.
sms-ing and studying.
Lunch.
Physics.
sms-ing and studying.
Chemistry.
English.
MrVanan on course.
MissWoo came in instead.
doing paper again.
managed to finish the questions.
Zm copied mine.
LOL.
after school, went TampinesOne with her.
pei her go, then in the end because of the stupid reason.
didn't do what she intend to do.
just because she INSISTED that chinese name is nicer.
J.Co , she bought donuts.
two, when i dont know why the hell she bought two.
actually is for me to eat la. HAHA.
but.. too bad, she didn't know that i hardly eat chocolates de.
so, in the end she ate two.
sat and watched her to eat.
HAHA.
and after my longggggggggggg 'disturbing' , she finally agreed to share!
woohoo!
and, i'm trying to stuff something inside her bag.
but UNSUCCESSFUL!
home!
she has the job to message me when i'm on bus.
because.. my iTouch got no battery le.
HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-03-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that Leng is back!!!!!!!!!!

HAHA.
yesterday sleep late.
because i was waiting for her message.
:D
and finally she is back!

iTunes!
arghs.
woke up, trying to do something with it.
now, waiting to see when going to buy one iTouch.
HAHA.
it's a torture!
paying hundred dollars.
LOL.

tired.
havent started studying.
SIAN.
dont know how already.

2010-03-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she got phobia of signature!

not long ago, dad helped me buy insurance.
and i keep on signing and signing.
the one sign on pad is really.. UGLY!
something must be wrong with me.
seriously!
with the matter that, i was holding my pen walking around.
and when i want to write something, i realised that the pen is missing!
lol.
dont know i am dumb or what.
like that also can lost it.
better not ask me do anything.
just easy to forget, just like the pen.
poor pen and signatures. HAHA.

and and and,
somehow recently the most irritate me de is..
long but get back one word/short.
and slow.
tsk tsk tsk.
-.-!

2010-03-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

JolynL says ' is Leng coming back already? ' imissher.

cause i can't find someone to talk to.
i mean someone who can teach me what to do.

ohya, did i mention something?
i had a serious nightmare.
twice in few days.
worst nightmare that i ever had is about friends.
but SOMEONE promised me something :)
it's seriously a torture to have that kind of nightmare.
told SOMEONE all the nightmares.
maybe is the one who i really can say to ba.
ask me if you want to know what's my nightmare about.
HAHA.

been sms-ing a lot of people these days.
:D
with that phone.
and my conclusion is, i'm going to get a touchscreen phone.
but not going to give up my keypad phone.
HAHA!.

girl, don't hurt yourself.
follow your feeling.
-

2010-03-19T10:28:00.002+08:00

JolynL says that she is going to be a lightbulb later on :D OHNO!

Yesterday went cousin's house.
I was carrying Chervel.
and guess what she do.
pull my hair and worst is took out my spec!
and trying to put it inside her mouth, but of course cannot la.

Later going out.
with Jiamin and Lionel.
that's why i say i going to be lightbulb.
HAHA!
hope i could find some nice ones.
For the sake of someone, i'm taking mrt today.
but i guess cabbing after that.
my dad is complaining that they ask me go i dont want,
now i jiu go myself. LOL.

EDITED.
took train to Pasir Ris with Rachel Jiamin Lionel.
then, Rachel went to meet her friends.
us, went Bugis.
LOL, overall it's so ODD!
Bugis Street.
in ten minutes jiu spend twenty dollars.
Iluma.
then to Pasir Ris.
eat.
then went Simei.
actually to go home de, but pei Jiamin.
HAHA.
dont know why i have to pei her when she already got him.
while he learning volleyball.
Me and Jiamin had a somehow of HTHT.
hardly tell people what i told her de hor.
HAHA.
bus home!

i dont know how to tell you that i'm so unwilling.
-
realised that i helped them indirectly!
they should thank me :D

2010-03-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

JolynL says things just the same when it really happened.

LOL.
as usual, sms-ing whole day.
went cousin's house today.
helped her upload photos.
and also take her iphone.
HAHA.
seriously, i still not used to using iphone.
so, maybe i just use it at home only.
:)

nothing much happen today.

-
SOMEONE!
wo xi wang ni mei tian dou kai xin!

2010-03-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that 她拥有世界上最好的 SOMEONEs :D

why i say that?
because..
1st SOMEONE, message me till leaving Singpore.
so touched :)
2nd SOMEONE, message me while working.
just because i was alone :)
LOVE~

meet Rachel.
walk to school.
they are still inside.
soon, they came out.
cabbed go airport.
Angie Gina changed.
went Tennpayaki.
finished.
Angie went off first.
went basement with Gina and Rachel.
Candy Empire.
Mini toons.
then they went off.
while me went to T2 there.
sit for 3 hours, at least.
coolest!
but, SOMEONE pei me sms.
so it's okay.
and finally they came!
but the first mintue, is tio shoot.
LENG ahhh, i wished you are here :(
whatever~
went Swensen eat.
bill = $138++
stayed till 9++
home!

and,
nights!

ohya, before nights.
Happy Tenth Months, Mei.!

2010-03-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

JolynL says Happy TENTH months to Mei.!

Later going out lo.
soon~
not going home after that.
will be ALONE waiting for cousin & family.
arghs.
No one i can sms to, i think.
but i hope SOMEONE is free to reply me.
cause.. Leng and Jiamin not in Singapore le.
:(

Today, wake up too early.
one hour earlier.
thanks to SOMEONE lor.
but nevermind.
wake up early, can use comp de.
smart me.

p/s : Leng, i will miss you de :D
cause no one i can find.

2010-03-15T14:13:00.000+08:00

JolynL say that she seriously gets annoyed when some people tend to interrupt when it's none of their business!

Morning, nearly overslept!
bused, and SOMEONE ask me to help buy something.
bought and went mac.
chatted awhile with new C :)
leng came.
she bought thing and walked to school.
saw Phyllis and Meiyu at foyer.
that person came so excused to walk off.
find Leng, trying to persuade her go foyer.
but unsuccessful.
Zm and Celeste came.
once she saw me jiu want take things.
blah blah.
then go classroom.
the lesson is..BORING.
sms-ing a lot a lot.
with Rachel and SOMEONE.
haha.
quite lame~
then end lesson, that crazy girl ask me go.
and i don't even know why she ask me go.
she also don't know why.
that's why i call her crazy :D
then she say send her home.
LOL.
send her home le, jiu go back school.
then in the end, go buy things myself.
don't have what i want so nevermind.
bought stuffs and home!

Tomorrow going airport with Gina Rachel Angie.
after that, going to stay at airport wait for cousin & family to reach.
my day going to be spend in airport.
haha.

2010-03-14T16:36:00.001+08:00

JolynL say that she just pissed off when someone tend to destroy her things, especially her birthday present.

it's already second time fyi.

not long ago, i've a new keyboard and webcam.
my brother and i going to buy a new speaker and mouse.
just to match the black monitor, keyboard, cpu and printer.
LOL.
brother's money of course.
i'm broke already!

-
IMISSYOU A LOT A LOT.

2010-03-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

JolynL say she is TIRED!

went to Parkway with parents and aunt and uncle.
meet Jason there.
Putien got alot of people.
while waiting for our seat, we walked around.
the walk around time, my mum paid for $100++
at nike shop, me and brother bought pair of shoes each.
HAHA.
his cost $40++ , mine cost $60++
eat.
took photos.
but not sure going upload not.
walk around.
buy alot of things.
bus home.
one word, TIRED.

realised today i sms alot of people.
this show how BORED i am.
if TENGJINZHI is around, i surely sms her.
because i have to pick a right time to talk to her in msn.
):
and TENGJINZHI! i've bought webcam le.

2010-03-13T17:33:00.000+08:00

JolynL says Happy Birthday to her mum.

I realised that many things happened on 12th.
but mostly is good things.
i'm glad.

woke up late today.
as a result, late went to KFC.
was rushing out.
Jiamin Lionel Angie Meiyu Changheng are all there le.
of course MrLim too.
Jiamin's shocking thing.
Angie is so funny.
thought that she is in school.
LOL.
i was so sian.
but SOMEONEs sms-ed me.
:)
left at 11plus.
went Urban Write buy things.
then blah blah.
i left first because Angie is helping out at Xiao Bar Wang.
waited for bus for so long.
thought i will be late.
HENG!
blah blah.
waited bus for twenty plus minutes.
arghs.

later going out to eat.
woohoo.
and, i've fixed my heart le!

2010-03-12T22:22:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that she LOVE 12o310 a lot a lot :D

First, i started the conversation.
Second, she talked to me.
Third, she gave me surprise.
Fourth, another she gave me a good surprise.
Fifth, is a secret ; 12o31o

:D

2010-03-12T15:00:00.002+08:00

JolynL says that today could be a great day if someones didn't piss me off.

Morning, meet Jiamin at the bus stop.
walked to mac, wait for Changheng to come.
then waited for Marc to come 7.
heard he always late though. HAHA.
but didn't buy mac at all.
Me Jiamin bought drinks nia.
walked to school with them.
assemble at parade square for some of us.
the rest came down soon.
big breakfast time for sec 4 and 5.
i eat when Zm find Celeste.
but i only manage to eat one when Zm came back.
guess what she say!
' 你不理我 ' something like that.
tsk.
then when i 理 , she ownself quiet.
weird girl.
then again, cried.
not me.
went to dnt the staircase there.
Emaths.
Physics.
Chinese.
Chemistry.
since we got camera, we took photos with Miss Woo.
HAHA.
Recess.
English.
i dont know why i suddenly become so angry.
maybe cause of that stupid thing ba.
and, Zm knew i'm angry but don't know why.
was busy doing test.
LOL, it's FAIL for sure de.
so do also no use.
Sheeleng dont let me copy too.
then busy with files and feedback forms.
Me Leng Vanessa were copying.
LOL.
delayed for half hour for checking files.
Zm was fed up. I might be.
intend to go popular buy things.
but cousin suddenly called me and say want fetch me home.
and i can't buy.

now, maybe Leng helping me buy.
:D

-
edited! - 4.24pm
now waiting for Leng to come my house.
just now, JasonLow came back with Clinton.
LOL.
i've grown taller. that's what he said :D
gonna broke!
with mummy present.
he say i 90% he 10%
LOL.
and i just asked Leng buy my things le.
S***.
HAHA.
no money lo..

-
edited! again - 5.49pm
Leng said she reaching and asked me go down in 2 minutes time.
and so i went.
didn't thought of anything.
and just when i turn and wanting to go to the staircase there,
she is there!
seriously shocked. arghs.
she was there holding cake, trying to light the candle.
but it's unsuccessful.
HAHA.
i'm going upload the cakes later.
just for the sake of the cake okay?!
LOL.
then while she trying to fix it, i ate the cake.
nice cake.
pei her down and i'm back home.
chatted with her while she on bus.
i'm kind enough right? Leng.

2010-03-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

JolynL says she got her first belated present today!

Morning, meet Jiamin at the bus stop.
and walked to Mac with her.
waited for Vanessa.
soon after she reached, we bought food first.
didn't wait for Gina and Angie.
then Jiamin left first.
went school.
waited for Meiyu, walk to class.
walk in and out.
then she come liao, when she enter something must be wrong.
and talked to her, she gave me the belated present :)
got abit shocked because she said she going do it during holidays.
Amaths.
shooting someone :)
i dont care what you said
-.-
Recess.
find her.
Chinese.
History.
studies for 35 mins.
last ten mintues, Angie make me laugh till.
i nearly fall from chair, hope no one saw.
then i totally forgot everything.
that test answer is either craps or blank.
HAHA.
Lunch.
Emaths.
Ss.
sit with Zm.
did that spelling.
LOL. i dont even understand a single thing said by her.
i got to copy for Zm -.-
walked with Jiamin to take bus.
HAHA.

maybe tomorrow meeting her.

2010-03-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

JolynL say she is CLUELESS now!

Reading period.
was intend to read storybook.
but in the end, helped Jiamin with her content page.
that lazy Jiamin.
English.
totally ...
Emaths. FreePeriod.
blah blah.
then i sit one table and Zm jiu say i shy.
LOL.
forcing me to sit with her ma.
do work.
writing on book with her ^^
Chinese.
Recess.
Ss.
Chemistry.
Assembly.
sit with Zm.
then kena delayed.
went eat with Jiamin Vanessa at void deck.
one hour later, meet Zm at bus stop.
pei her walk here walk there.
long~
and home!

ps: no time to blog what i want :(

2010-03-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

JolynL says it's fake if she do not feel sad.

Who do not feel sad when a four years long friendship seems to end?
With someone who always be there for you.
Always 'melt' the sadness.
And even taught you the meaning of 'what friends are for?'
But when everything seems to come it an end, no one can help me.
that's includes both of us, isnt it?
But to be honest, who to blame? ME.

cried again.
seriously, i dont know how.
i wanted to start a topic with you.
but, i doesn't know what to because i'm scare with your replies.

2010-03-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

JolynL says that she doesn't know what to say when she saw you c-ing.

alot people owe me present!
HAHA.

Morning, had a amaths test.
Jiamin and me talked till i didn't really think.
my fault!
Chemistry.
English.
Recess.
was with Jiamin then Zm.
choosing the size of classtee.
History.
Physics.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
First, went to refill water plus chatting with Zm.
then, went back, Kenny was crazy-ing.
i was thinking of the chinese homework.
Zm went down after that.
me went back class.
helped Jiamin with her filing.
went band.
blah blah.
went eat, smsed Kenny.
he come find us.
was finding Junhao, thinking he wasn't at canteen.
but after that, he is at canteen!
Zm came find us.
but she went back after that, when we went up.
Me Marc Calvin Kenny were playing.
and AngKK let us off. HAHA.
nice teacher he is! compared to all those who confiscated..
walked down with them.
saw Celeste Jiayi Yiyuan
Oops! I told her to buy food, will wait for her.
but i thought she went back.
kena scolded by her, of course.
seriously i thought! and forgot too.
Marc helped me flagged one.
I bet i will never walk the usual route anymore, i guess.
unless.. ya.. but i don't know that will happen again not.

shall do my work.

2010-03-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that today is her BIRTHDAY! WOOHOO~

* loves to London :P
appreciated

A great thank you.
Yesterday i fell asleep at 10.30pm.
but, woke up exactly at 12am.
maybe someone's message wake me up.
yeah!
: Jiamin SheeLeng Lionel.
then wake up at 5plus with spamming.
: Meiyu Angie ( she was the one ) Zhimei Rachel
in school
: Constance Serene Celeste Jiayi Calvin Marcus Phoebe Changheng Marc Kenny Junhao Herman Vanessa Phyllis.
: and of course facebook de, but too many.
like Eileen Zhuoyi Shihui Clinton Mewqing Eunice.
Another thing that i want to say is that!
i gave my birthday wish to SOMEONE else le :(

back to normal topic.
share my bun with Serene as i can't eat so much.
got present from Meiyu :D
Pe.
didn't find teacher.
was with her most of the times.
if got notice, you should know.
Emaths.
Chinese.
Ss.
Recess.
Amaths.
Lunch.
got card from n2 friends :D
Physics.
Chemistry.
English.
it was the last and the worst.
my 'birthday present'
is OMG one.
seriously!
went meet cousin family & brother.
then went to sakae sushi tennpayaki :D
eighty plus. LOL.
walked around, went buy things.
home.
Chervel was crying as she want feeding.
poor thing~

got to go to do my stuffs.
BYE~

2010-03-06T10:23:00.002+08:00

JolynL says what if my birthday for this year, happens to be same as last year?

fyi,
my birthday falls on monday.
and it's a long school hours.
worst is still got PE, but heng i don't need to.
last year, HER birthday was in school till 4.45pm.
this year is my turn, ARGH.

Yesterday, shocked up by my brother.
i was 'sleeping'
he asked my what i want for my present.
of course, i said a bottle.
HAHA.
i hope he don't buy me a bottle, exactly what that B is using.
woke up by my mum shouting!
just to wake my brother up.
the poor me.
Later going for tuition.
don't know how's the day going to be like.
At night, going eat with family.
for my advance birthday?

maybe update later if my brother never use.
but it's impossible i guess.

EDITED:
went out eat.
meet brother at Parkway Parade.
he was buying a book or should say he waiting for dad to reach.
so that, dad can pay for him.
went for Steamboat.
waiting awhile.
coincidentally, parents' friends came too.
and just beside us.
don't know why the foods is ALOT.
shocked = $80plus fly away.
after that, walked around.
intend to buy a sports bottle but didn't.
going to wait for JasonLow to see a NICE one then can.
blah blah blah.
then home.
that crazy JasonLow asked dad to buy for him a 30plus bat.
don't know is his birthday or mine.

2010-03-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

JolynL says she is so sacrastic !

fyi,
the person who is born in 222, please do not talk to me.

Morning.
Constance and i were taling about somethings
blah blah, cause B is appearing there.
went class.
forgot do what.
Angie was quite funny when near end FT.
Ms Zaleha wanted to eat out with us.
and ask Angie for a paper.
of course she will give her the paper on her hand.
and the paper is the GIRO form.
LOLS.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
Physics.
change to IHub.
Chinese.
feel crazy carrying a bag.
Chemistry.
sit with Vanessa.
because we let Angie and May sit together.
do work together.
should not say together because she copy mine.
Recess.
went up.
English.
nearly late with Jiamin Angie.
and Zm enter by backdoor, thinking MrVanan havent reach.
i saw it! HAHA.
her expression was funny.
when MrVanan went out, the class went noisy.
when MrVanan is back, the class went quiet.
JolynTan keep call me for fun.
LOL.
blah blah.
all went outside class.
so went out too, with Zm's bag.
cause that girl went disappeared, that's why.
HAHA.
cabbed with Gina & Angie.
went toilet, Gina put on contact lens.
then went Mrt there, she went off.
soon, Rachel came. with someone :)
went Pizzahut.
ordered, what thing i forgot le.
and Meiyu Calvin Kimie Marcus came in too.
:)
Angie went off first.
then soon, bill-ed and out.
walked around.
then go T1.
times.
bought things.
and a bookmark for someone.
found Meiyu & co.
blah blah.
and home!

realised tomorrow got tuition!
with a pimple near my lips

2010-03-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

JolynL says the joke of the day is here.!

everything is translated to english*

During SS lesson.
that B walked to beside Zm.
and said ' wa, i got so skinny meh? '
and she walk through the small gap.
-.-
Me & Zm look at each other.
and what we do next is..
shift the table till a smaller gap.
and of course Jiamin & May too.
it was so funny, to me. and maybe them too.
when she is back, walked till infront Zm.
and said ' am i sure i just now past through there? '
i was like, wtf can't she see the difference?
for the goodness sake, she can't see it.
worst like hell.

got off now :D

2010-03-04T17:48:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that when says HATE, no one hate you two more than she do :D

though it irritate me.
but HEY,
when you two said that, do you think that i LIKE you two?
HAHAHA!
worst joke of the day : i DIDNT say i LIKE you two at all.
FYI.
dont ever think that i will give you good attitude from now on,
if i did, i am not called JOLYNLOW.
i do what i say.
and ya, dont say you dont like me when i didn't tell ppl i dont like you too.
PLEASE la -.-
and even if i'm demanding, that's my problem, huanlo for what.
Zzz.
^ this, you better see.
cause it's for you.

Let's skip since some idiot appear there.
went class, forget what le.
haha!
do test paper, then revision paper.
then went out class, saw SOMEONE from far.
which i have sense is there.
went to take a look.
and just nice Zm came.
so unlcuky.
Amaths.
went to near the staircase there de.
irritated fyi.
Recess.
was in toilet washing bottles.
with Jiamin & Zm.
haha!
they are sadded than me.
HAHA.
Chinese.
History.
were learning hand sign with Gina and Vanessa.
Lunch.
went refill water with Zm.
Angie they all were outside discussing BBF.
went back, eat JJJ with Zm.
Kenny = that's it.
they played when i was helping Jiamin file.
that LAZY Jiamin.
Emaths.
Weisian was asking everyone to choose lime green.
guess what Angie say!
if it's lime green, she will look like lime.
if it's orange, she will look like orange.
LOL.
Ss.
I can say that i totally don't have the mood to study.
because of the teacher.
wth, dont know is it deaf or what.
Zm nearly want to ..
but yeah, didn't.
fyi, teacher didn't even say where the lesson will be held.
for what f-ing reason we know when she didn't say.
of course Zm don't know what.
damn it.
After school.
walked with Jiamin Vanessa May ChangHeng Marc DuanJian.
a big LOL.
bus-ed home since Jiamin told me to.

there's always a reason why i choose not to take bus.
because like you say, that's the routine.
and ya, should not say scare or afraid.
because your house is near there, i didn't wanted saw you anytime.
and i didn't wanted you to see me, cause i guess what you would do..
察身而过
since it's my wrong, of course it would make me remember it.
i choose to waste money because i seriously doesn't want to cry for a second time.

2010-03-03T18:55:00.001+08:00

JolynL says that things just irritate her easily. Just like what SOMEONEs did.

Don't know why am i trying so hard to retrieve,
and you are trying so hard to avoid.
just wanted to say that i just remembered 3 days.
though i admit that..
first day is my wrong, second day is my mistake.
third day is my forgetfulness.
Don't know why i just can only tell you.
EDITED :
you are the first person who made me lost all my appetite for the night.
totally.
what to do?
* no link with the top part ^^

Morning, forgot what happen.
went class.
Jiamin & co were late!
English.
Emaths. FreePeriod.
done nothing.
talking talking and still talking.
Chinese.
just only kena scolded.
what-ever.
Recess.
Ss.
Chemistry.
took back TA paper.
End lesson.
was our lunchtime.
waiting for Jiamin and Gina.
seriously what Jiamin said, had irritated me ALOT ALOT.
fyi, is not Jiamin that irritated me.
and Zhimei came down, told me that same thing.
changed and eat.
sit with Zm, eat.
put plate and buy dessert. not for me.
bus, sit with Zm.
picking up litters with Jiamin Angie Gina Vanessa May.
HAHA. LOL.
slacked alot.
went back.
stayed there awhile and went BK.
ordered food.
bought milo and fries for her.
and! Vanessa asked me to buy pie for her.
she gave me ALL coins, that's crazy.
then played cards there.
and.. went help clean up with MsZaleha Gina Zm Vanessa Kenny.
then all went played cards.
Jiamin Changheng Marc then joined us.
Kenny is dead with 10 bottles.
lost count..
went back. Zm went for work.
bus, played with Kenny and Meiyu.
and home.

realised that i skipped many things?
that's when i get irritated.
mostly!
and some is because i lazy to think, so SKIPPED.

if she is your _, you shouldnt done that.
because you should know what is it for.
so when you do it, do you know what happen?
it's alright for the first time, but it's too much.
and, did you even ask for my permission?
take all you want is it?
overall, the whole pack, just eat a few.
fun?
i think no more le.
-
whatever you say, i don't care.
even if it relates to me.
why must i care when it's me?
why must i care when you said that?
because you never think of the consequence at all.
-
-
most speechless = whole class except me, alrights?
-

2010-03-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

JolynL says if it's last year, she would look forward for the CIP because she can be able to talk to someone* , but now, she hesitated about it.

Morning, had the SS test.
something to say : GOOD GAME!
Chemistry.
English.
counted as no lesson.
because he been talking and talking.
Recess.
that STUPID girl stepped my shoes.
and she don't even know she stepped on water before that.
make my shoes even worst!
ANGRY~!
History.
talked with Jiamin.
and knew something.
went OMG-ing.
seriously!
Physics.
Emaths. Free period.
Kenny went crazy.
played Blackjack and lost have to drink water.
when i was the banker, i get BLACKJACK.
Zm Junhao Kenny have to drink all.
HAHAHA!!!
sadded.
in class for 30 mins, then went for band.
Kenny came up, played few rounds.
went down to eat.
chatted awhile.
Me Marc Kenny Qiyan Weisian went bball court.
find Zm.
and went up played cards.
so many people.
loser will get replaced.
Me and Zm were not replaced at all :D
then blah blah.
played till around 5.
went down find Jiamin.
and hall find Angie Gina Phyllis Vanessa.
disgusting thing they said.
went t1, xiao bar wang.
Angie find her colleagues.
went Fairprice.
spent quite long there.
deciding what to buy.
and home!

tired~

2010-03-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

JolynL say she shall do what she said from tomorrow onwards. Keep the promise, don't know when it will last till. today is just a trial.

Because.. I still need you to melt away all my unhappiness.
Because.. I still need you to be my listening ears.
Because.. I still need you to teach me what to do.
Because.. I still need you ..

Morning kena bullied by Celeste.
went hall for don't know what thing.
didn't really heard what they talked.
Pe.
was with Zm Gina Vanessa Phoebe.
chatting?
i'm planning to go KBox during the march holidays.
anyone interested please tell me.
because it's ... !!
when it's near to end lesson, i was kena BULLIED by Zm & Gina.
wth!!
don't know what their mind is thinking about.
Emaths. Free period.
was doing chinese work.
so fast jiu do finish le, unlike somone.
one period later still havent write any word.
Good one right?
Chinese.
forgot do what.
Ss.
Teacher was totally ..
when i didn't talk, she didn't scold.
the moment i talked, she scold.
wth is this lor.
Recess.
went down with Jiamin.
was forcing her to eat with me but unsuccessful.
when up after eating.
Zm was scolding me.
HAHA.
cause i disappeared when she go change.
and i make her so sian.
Amaths.
they took back papers.
Angie the smartest, get one mark.
after that, went out find them.
Zm maybe?
was actually 3 mins but MrLim went down take things.
so longer :D
went back, do Linear Law.
quite easy.
was intend to refill my bottle.
who knows, in the end, need refill 4 bottles.
that's it de.
Lunch time, played.
me, banker.
quite okay la :D
take turns?
Physics.
sit with Farhan.
that crazy!
how can link me to him.
when now already got someone like him le.
OMGodness.
Chemistry.
Art room.
English.
before that, Marc told me kena con again.
and this time better left half deck for me.
but in the end, threw it away when walking out school.
do the letter writing.
yeah!
pei that girl home.
while walking, talked alot.
funny? maybe.
then of course..

gonna start my revision, i guess.
SOMEONE will laughed when she saw this!

2010-02-28T11:37:00.001+08:00

JolynL says everything had taught me a lesson.

DON'T change your usual seat even if teacher had changed yours.
DON'T talk to anyone during lesson time and only after school.
DON'T sense anything until you had found out.
DON'T let tears roll down because of friend again.
DON'T expect anyone to let you when you ownself doing nothing.
and lastly,
DON'T be so curious if not nothing would happen.

It's solely my fault.
fyi, wednesday is first. thursday is second.
if you remember what i said and what you said.
remember you said when you busy when i text you?